『Words that I wanted』

I do not want the word of an apology.
I wanted such a language and there was no I..

That I want is a honeyed word about
which we whisper in close to our ear.

It is "loved".

I wanted you to say it to me so.
Only having the kindness to say so,
I became everything that grazing was also able to have been permitted.

The word that I longed for.
You did not have the kindness to become aware.

Why you are not to have the kindness to become aware.
I became that the word of an apology was not necessary.
Even if I enumerate such words,
I give to to be glad or that there is none.

We had the kindness to whisper to me.
You "Love"
You became that I had believed that it has the kindness to be done so.
We can go to bed and word you whom
I want understands in the now when it parted from you.

I want in now.
It is known to oneself to be foolish.
There am no I in "noodles" and I want "a love".
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『欲しい言葉』

謝罪の言葉なんて要らない
そんな言葉欲しくなんて無かった

私が望んでるのはただ耳元で囁く
甘い言葉

「愛してる」

ただそう言って欲しかったの
そう言ってくれるだけで
私は何も彼も許せたのに…

私が欲していた言葉
あなたは気付いてくれなかった

どうして気付いてくれないの？
私は謝罪の言葉なんて要らないのに
そんな言葉並べても
嬉しくも何ともないのに

囁いてくれるだけでよかった
「愛している」って
あなたならそうしてくれると信じて居たのに…

ねぇ　あなたと別れた今
私の望んでいる言葉　判る？

今でも私は愚かに望んでいるわ
「ごめんなさい」じゃなく
「愛している」を

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